Why Won't I Go Away?

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already tried to begin again
everyday on the job is my first
i can’t grieve anymore
now i can’t grieve any less
i can’t feel any worse

to see you would be a blessing
having known you is a curse
i can’t ask you anymore
now i can’t ask you any less
only death is better than not knowing

stealing from me all i had while
reminding me how little its worth
you won’t let me stay
now you won’t let me go

have you ever treated someone this way
how hard can it be to just say go away

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drank once four weeks ago
drank once three weeks before that ~ed.

written Tue Mar 3 3:27 PM

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