March 03, 2022

The First Day Of My Life - 3 of X

 just because it’s not easy to explain … your voice like an angelis bell that rings still remains


yes I may be seeing too much into what you say … and yes it may have been a simple hallmark sent my way


but still know there is nothing that can erase … the words and gestures you sent my way may never go to waste


already twice I’ve written you yet decided not to send … for fear it might be perceived as something other than just a friend


but today has become like none in three years … the fact that your support came at this time should make no tears 


am I now guilty of keeping from you such news … I am not pretending you’re a magic cure for the blues


I am quite capable of fending for mine own … I can make

decisions like another fully grown


now that I read what I write I could afford to turn it down … I don’t want to offend or scare you like a clown


I will go on living

and let you be as giving 

to those you for whom you love

apart we will rise above

those in your world must know

the joy from your inner glow

I promise I will stop

from placing you on top

now I think I might be crazy

to believe my reason hazy

but between me and you

if you asked of me I would do

what it takes for you to smile


went to sleep with you on my mind …


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