About Loocy*

all the words that you find here* • came from pure joy or pure fear • i gave you my heart with free will and by choice • and now with these words, you have my soul’s voice

so i can see how one might come here to cope • the heart of me pretends you come here for hope • but when i need to seek shelter or relief

 all I have is your silence

do you come here for strength • to keep me at arms length • i’m never far from your mind • which means i’m always out of your site

for someone who so much detests vitriol • these pages find you still often call • do you come here for anger or peace • at least you have somewhere to go for release

you won’t give me back the key to my heart • and in these words the window to my soul • which means i’ve given you all control • soon will come a day you need no more • what once gave you trauma will soon become a bore

in my absence of you i fell behind • sorry i have run out of heart and of mind • even i’ve no use for spiritless thought • the only fun i have is to sit here and rot

whatever comes of this year i truly, sincerely wish you well 

because nothing can come from your silence

Ed.: for days, weeks, months i worked on this last post of Loocy. but I’ll keep this for myself