Be Still Beating

Be Still Beating

you know that you still have my heart • how strong we both were at the start • i gave it to you of free will • now the pride i swallow comes in a pill • does it keep you in good company • living without it now i can’t see

now that you are keeping us apart • until you say goodbye you’ll still have my heart

you have a copy of my soul • it’s still online giving you all control • do the words i wrote give you some peace • does reading it give you anger or release

now that you are on a roll • are you still looking into my soul

i’m having trouble with my brain • it still makes me dizzy when it’s not in pain • but at least it honors all you decree • it sees the progress made without me

my brain must accept what it can’t recollect • every new job makes it feel like an insect • now it deals with all it used to reject • with no heart it knows not what to expect 

it refuses to hear me explain • there’s no use saving me my old brain

happy valentines day • i hope something nice finds you your way • there’s so much of you that i don’t know • a hundred days without me let you grow

i don’t feel pain from getting burned • your well being is my primary concern • fully capable of making a new start • i’m probably better off without my heart