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 there is much distance between … I may be wrong to think you know what I mean

I went to bed tonight … but like many others before the words are making me sit upright 

tell me now is not the time … and I will write to you no more such characters I think that rhyme

with nothing relevant to say … that which makes me think of you might soon get in the way

and all because you’re kind enough to share … the person we imagine us to be may not be there

I truly wish you well and hope your dreams come true … I won’t pretend to know what’s best for me and you

it’s times like these I entertain what keeps me from my sleep … just because I write like this doesn’t mean I’m deep 

the truth is there aren’t many to whom I would care to write

I’m not delusional enough to think there is more … I do not use my words to attract or implore

no ones else has asked me to write about another … I will not impose on you or your significant other

now that my eyes are tired soon I might get sleepy … today I wished you find the best without me getting weepy

I want to leave you just as happy as I found you before … just wave at me thru your window instead of knocking on your door

now my eyelids heavy given one more day to live … is it good to apologize or better yet forgive

now I will be able to lie down and get some rest … I may not be your answer but I could help you with your test

I better go to bed

Good night, Mary

22:41